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Dear Dicdiary,

I hate my life, I hate every fucking people in this world. They control my life every single fucking time. I hate my sisters they order me around. They want me to beg them whenever i want something or be their maid. I cant stand their attitude. They awalys say you're dumb and the whole world hates you. Them everytime my parents side them. Well, when they help ME (which i didnt ask them to help) they will force me and hit mean and must say thank you. Then when I help them... they say ''I never ask you to help is your fucking ass problem'' Okay. fuck you i really hate u. Now i hate some of my friends. I thaught about what happen last time i hate them. They control my life. I hate people controlling my life. Seriously i hate them doing these. I hate u i really hate all of you. Why you doing these to me? What the fucking hell did I do to you? And now, my parents bought a new computer for my sis and den her old comp she gave to me haha.. You get it? I WONT GET THE NEW ONE THEY GET IT. I HATE U DID I OWE U SOMETHING IN UR PAST LIFE IF DO DEN KILL ME I HATE U! SOME TIMES I FEEL LIKE COMMITING SUCIDIAL. Tashfia now i know okay i dun really hate u. But i find that u totally freak me out. Why i dun understand why i really want to know the reasons! Why u doing this. If u hate dogs why must u like.,.... critize dem they didnt hurt u or what. They have feelings they understand what u are talking about Tashifa when u come back i want u to read this i wish u can say sorry for what u done. My dogs what the fucking fucking hell did they do to u? DID THEY BITE U ? DID THEY DESTROY UR LIFE? MY PARENTS SPECIALLY BUILT A HOUSE RIGHT BEHIND THERE SO THAT NOTHING CAN HAPPEN N DEY R SCARED THERE. Really , and now i finally realise you once controled me alot i really hated it. You're awalys like.. my sisters about like that.. Is like i have to beg u den ur happy i dun understand this why r humans like this i cant live much longer. They say if you're unhappy a guardian angel will come to u and make u happy then when they think ur happy they will slowly leave u.. i dun tink this is real i dun believe in dis anymore.
Bye hope you may think about what u all have done to hurt me.

"YOU'RE MY BRAND OF HEROIN"

Friday, November 28, 2008

The Little Girl Match Seller

Once, Lived a little girl who sells matches. Everyday Her step-father would order her to sell matches in the cold streets. If she doesn't bring home any money her father would beat her up. It was a day before christmas the little girl asked ''Would you like to buy some matches? They can keep you warm!'' But they would ignore her. She sat on the cold streets barefooted crying inside.

She peeped into a house of a rich merchant. She saw many things that were ready for christmas. She saw a big fireplace with a socking hanging ontop of it,

there she saw a long table with delicious food and a big turkey ready for christmas and saw a christmas tree with many presents.

She lighted one match and imagined that her cold feet was infront of the big fireplace feeling so warm so good. Then, The match went off.

She lighted another match, there she was sitting on the long table eating the turkey to fill her hunger delicious yes it is but the match went off.

She lighted another match, Then she saw many presents underneath the christmas tree. Suddenly somebody tapped her shoulder when she was about to turn back, she saw her late grandmother unfortunately the match went off.

It was the very last match that she was going to use, to complete the story that happened, she lighted the last match didn't bother to let her father scold her. ''Grandma!'' She shouted. ''Silly girl, let's go''.

The little match girl ran towards the wall and banged her head onto the wall and died. Slowly... her was next to her grandma and she hugged her smiling and they flew to heaven.

The next day, It was christmas eve. The rich merchant daughter was playing outside, she saw the little match girl and screamed. Many people were gathering around her . ''Isn't she the girl who asked us to buy her matches?''.
It was a tragic that the girl died. Her father tried to work hard and regreted what he had done. If only he had treasure her a little bit everyone would not
be talking about his evilness .

Nobody had imagined what glory she had seen with her grandmother but she has it in her heart .

A christmas story by : Hans Christian Andersen

"YOU'RE MY BRAND OF HEROIN"

Thursday, November 27, 2008

*Ahem* HE has been popular after the marrige as shown

I want a divorce wif david! I only want you.... Tiger <3

WOW! Is Paris Hilton so famous that she even put Audrey face into her latest album?

~~ Heheeee.... She's getting famous toto- domination!!~~

"YOU'RE MY BRAND OF HEROIN"

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Dear Dicdiary ,

ARgh!! Huda ur so dead ur nt at home!! Waiting for 29th Nov 2008 .... lalalala...
Anyway want to watch beverly hills chihuahua! AWWW!!!! Christmas is coming hmm hahah listening to christmas song. ummm My wish is...... i wish i wish i wish that.., i can grow up fast and work no more school working more better thats my forever wish :) No friends and everything. Although i have some true friends but, they will awalys be my friends :) okay no offence girls of _________________ school (which my friends) when i grow up i wish to be a loner i dun want any friends i want to enjoy when im young then when i grow up i dont want to have a single friend :). of course i mean we can chat but we wont be friends:). True friends will be but wont anymore . Your friends will never last with you they will have to go also like i do. We wont keep in touch .

Merry christmas and a happy new year
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo

"YOU'RE MY BRAND OF HEROIN"

Dear Dear Dicdiary,

This is a new diary now. Its a secret now. Now only those that i choose can go into my blog. If u are one of them hello! You are trustwhorthy. Promise my secrets wont be slip? Huda please dont tell anyone in school although u haf a BIG mouth :x finished making blog at 2.30pm now currently is 2.51pm hehehe... First diary now what should i write. I want to tell this to everyone actually to my sisters. They keep saying im IN LOVE with my cousin no really i am not why doesn't anyone believe me??? I know god believes it. *winks* Serious is my cousin has a crush on me not i haf a crush on him. Serious!!! Huda shut ur big mouth up if u read this i warn u! OR I SWEAR NEVER TO TALK 2 U ... *NO SWEARING IN DE CHRISTIAN* okay... he is coming to my house very soon . And i have no lian to jian ta. Mingwei help help -.- Anyway hate my uncle he is such a show off BLEH:p ''u wanna stay in hotel or house?'' stop showing off please!!! im irritated. HuiHui im still waiting for ur bloq link!!! Huda... im calling you know.
-LETS TAKE A BREAK FIRST CALLING HUDA TO CHECK OUT MY BLOG :)

"YOU'RE MY BRAND OF HEROIN"